| I think its time for change dont you? |
[18 Jan 2005|08:35pm] |
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I havent updated in forever!!!! O boy. Nothing really new though. I still cant wait till winter formal!! I wanna date though. W/e. Aint no thang. Im thinkin im wearing a suit thing. OH!!! Im on atkins diet bitches. So far ive dropped 5lbs since saturday. Cool shit right thurr. Yea i plan on sticking with this. Maybe ill lose alot before winter formal. That would be cool. Id enjoy the hell ou t of that. But this atkins isnt that bad. Now that i have low carb chocolate and bread, im good to go. now I can make sandwiches *drools* But i dont feel hungry anymore. It feel soo good. I love it. But yea. EVERYONE!!! GO TO THE SHOW ON THE 29TH AT MBP!!! ITS GONNA KICKASS. love u!!
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[13 Jan 2005|07:04pm] |
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I hate this fucker. Why is he still in my life?? I hope he dies a painful death because hes an asshole. Hey, hey u, ur an asshole! He knows who he is. Everywhere he goes, theres some kinda problem. U keep screwing ppl over. Ur a pussy. If u have something to say, say it to my face. (Dont worry, im gonna confront him so dont call me a hypocrite. Fuckers) Eh. Fucker.
Today sucked. Im getting an F in biology because of ricky. Thanks.
Im surrounded by pricks.
If ur not a prick, come to the show on the 29th.
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[12 Jan 2005|06:30pm] |
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I havent updated n a while. So i think i will now. Ive been anticipating the arrival of winter formal like whoa. I dunno y. Last year it was the bomb (maybe thats why.) and i cant wait. It will be the shit. Me krista n dani n whoever we're going with are gonna go bowling afterwards. Itll be pimp. We're trying to like gather money together to gt a limo...but i dunno if thats happenin. O well, itll still be cool.
Other important event coming up. January 29th...mbp...5:30-11 kcikass show goin down. The second sunrise, we're all broken, patent pending and a bunch of other bands. One of which is SWEET AGONY. Chris connick, Greg Cooksey, Zac Keyton and Michael Goods band. They will rock da house dawgs. Show up or be a fucker for the rest of ur life.
http://www.emergencyexitband.com/elaine%20and%20i/flyer5.gif
go there for a flyer thing. $7 at the door. Be there. Im getting a song dedicated to me 8-). Pimp. Show up!!!
check out my photobucket bullshit thing while ur at it.
http://photobucket.com/albums/v233/Laurenzo4/
Yepp. Today was boring. A whole bunch of tests. O well, ill get over it. Bye bye.
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| Why cant you be with me and happy at the same time |
[05 Jan 2005|09:34pm] |
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Im bored. Yea today was a friggin horrible day. I felt like shit all day n i dunno i was pissed all day. N the end of the day didnt make it better. What an asshole. Its funny cuz he always thinks hes right n everyone else is to blame....but everyone besides him thinks otherwise. Hm. Hes a douche. Anyways, yea. I dunno. Im pretty bored n tired n stuff. I cant believe im up as late as i am now. I dunno i weird. Dani gave me one of her old digi cams today. Its pretty pimp. Mines all fucked up and doesnt work right. Its gay. So she gave me one. It takes pretty good pics but i cant get it to go on my computer. It needs software. I gotta get dani to find it for me. Yea. Krista printed out some pics we took on her digi cam n shes givin them to me tomorrow if she goes to school. Yea. O and fuckerhead, stop screwing with ppl. Ur gonna get ur ass beat, and yea i STILL think u have some kinda compulsive problem with screwing ppl over. Wtf?
Whatever, you're deffinitely queer.
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| Time passer-byer |
[04 Jan 2005|07:53pm] |
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: black n white checkered vans
[x] Your eyes: greenish blue
[x] Your fears: losing someone i love
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase: you know how i do?
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: im tired
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hair
[x] Your best physical feature: eyes?
[x] Your bedtime: dont have one
[x] Your most missed memory: fun times with old friends?
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
[x] Single or group dates: either
[x] Adidas or Nike: dunno
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: either
-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: no
[x] Curse: yea
[x] Take a shower everyday: usually, like during the week i do but if im lazy, sometimes ill skip a day
[x] Have any crushes?: mhm
[x] Who are they: hm
[x] Do you think you've been in love? no
[x] Want to go to college: i want to but i dunno what to major in :-\
[x] Like high school: its ok
[x] Want to get married: not sure
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: i dunno?
[x] Believe in yourself: sometimes
[x] Get motion sickness: no but i get heat sick :-)
[x] Think you're a health freak: no
[x] Get along with your parents: sometimes
[x] Like thunderstorms: nah
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Gone to the mall: a lot
[x] Eaten sushi: yes
[x] Been on stage: no
[x] Been dumped: no
[x] Gone skating: no
[x] Made homemade cookies: no
[x] Dyed your hair: no
[x] Stolen anything: yes
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: no
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: yea
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yea
[x] Cried during a Movie?: yes
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: deffinitely not
[x] Had an imaginary friend: fuckin right
[x] Cut your hair: i do it all the time
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: not really a crush, but i think alot are hot?
[x] Been caught "doing something": mhm
[x] Been called a tease: no
[x] Gotten beaten up?: by dani n krista
[x] Been in a fight: with my brother n dani n krista
[x]Shoplifted: if THATS what u wanna call it
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: whenever floast my boat
[x] Numbers of Children: 1 maybe 2...not sure though
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: i dunno
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: not sure :-\. Im not really good at anything. Maybe a lawyer or a landscape photographer
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Italy
---------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: blue
[x] Best hair color: any natural kinda color except red
[x] Short or long hair: short or mushroom type thing.
[x] Best height: taller than me
[x] Best weight: dont care
[x] Best first date location: duno
[x] Best first kiss location: dunno
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: none
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: like 1 or 2
[x] Number of CDs that I own: like 40ish 30? i dunno
[x] Number of piercings: 3
[x] Number of tattoos: none
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? once a long time ago
[x] Number of scars on my body: like 5
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: alot..
----------------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: herbal essences or garnier fructis
[x] Fav Color(s): black blue red
[x] Day/Night: both
[x] Summer/Winter: summer
[x] Lace or Satin: satin
[x] Fave Cartoon: simpsons
[x] Fave Food: mac n cheese or mashed potatoes (lovin the starch)
[x] Fave Movies: several...
[x] Fave sport: volleyball
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Right Now: doing this listening to music
[x] Drinking: diet pepsi
[x] Thinking about: several things...
[x] Listening to: underoath
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: yea
[x] Worn jeans: yep
[x] Met someone new online: no
[x] Done laundry: no
[x] Drove a car: no
------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Your friends: yes
[x] Santa Claus: mhm
[x] Tooth Fairy: no
[x] Destiny/Fate: no
[x] Angels: no
[x] Ghosts: dunno
[x] UFO's: maybe
[x] God: not sure
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: diff first name yea
[x] Do you like anyone?: yes
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: krista
[x] Are you close to any family member?: not really
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: laughing
[x] Worst Feeling?: dunno
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| Is there anything worth loving for? |
[03 Jan 2005|09:09pm] |
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Im bored n tired n stuff. I wish someone would rescue me from these fuckers. "Pray" for me. This weekend's gonna blow. Not gonna be able to do anything, but ill try or find a way. I have my ways n stuff. Yea i dunno, dont really have anything to say but i thought, wth, lets write in this thing! Cuz thats how bigga loser i am.
You try it. Fuckhead.
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| Give em hell kid |
[02 Jan 2005|02:03pm] |
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Im insanely bored. Sundays suck. I could be at kristas now but no. Parents are stupid. Im waiting anxiously for someone to call but no ones home. And all the cool ppl online are away. I wish someone would save me. Eh.
Tomorrow, school. Fricking sucks. Not looking forward to it much. I just wanna see ppl i havent seen during break. But thats it. Work sucks, teachers are a bitch.
Welcome back Dani.
Yea..........Im thinking about renting a movie or something i dunno. Im really bored =\
Flippin out
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| Random thing i did because i was bored. |
[02 Jan 2005|10:22am] |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence |
You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.
You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.
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| Fuck you |
[01 Jan 2005|08:07pm] |
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Current Mood: alone
Current Music: blood brothers
Current Taste: sausage biscuit
Current Annoyance: mom n dad
Current Favorite Group: underoath
Current Book you're reading: not much of a reader
Current CD in CD Player: blood brothers-crimes
Current DVD in player: mallrats
Current Color Of Toenails: no ummm color to them?
Current Refreshment: diet pepsi
Current Worry: lots of stuff
LAST PERSON...
You Touched: Krista?
You Talked to: dad
You Hugged: Kayla
You Instant messaged: Anthony
You Yelled At: dad
You Kissed: chris?
FAVORITE...
Food: subway shit
Drink: pepsi vanilla
Color: black
Shoes: vans
Candy: reeses
Animal: dog
TV Show: the real world and most mtv reality shows...:-\
Movie: billy madison
Vegetable: celery
Fruit: strawberries
Cartoon: the simpsons
ARE YOU...
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: i try not to be
Insecure: probably
Interesting: doubt it
Friendly: i try
Smart: hm...
Moody: yes
Childish: yes
Independent: sometimes...usually not
Hard working: no
Organized: sometimes
Healthy: no
Emotionally Stable: probably not
Shy: never
Difficult: probably most of the time
Attractive: deffinitely not
Bored Easily: yea
Messy: i try not to be..
Thirsty: no
Responsible: no
Obsessed: no
Angry: yes
Sad: sometimes
Happy: usually
Hyper: sometimes
Trusting: yea
Talkative: sometimes
[spell your first name backwards] nerual
[where do you live] Faulkner...
[four words that sum you up] dot dot dot...dot
[wallet] none
[hairbrush] black conair?
[jewelry worn daily] silver heart necklace
[pillow cover] ones plain white, ones silk black
[coffee cup] starbucks
[shoes] checkered slip on vans n black chuck taylors
[cologne/perfume] love spell
[piercings] ears
[wishing] eh
[after this] ?
[talking to] Anthony
[fetishes] umm dunno
[some of your fav. movies] adam sandler movies
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] i dunno
[last thing you ate] sausage biscuit...mhm at 730ish
[something youre hella afraid of] dunno...praying mantis'?
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] another dog, a wallaby...and a giraffe
[three places you want to vacation at] Italy, California, and Cancun...?
[some of your fav. foods] subway, mashed potatoes, mac n cheese
[something you wish you could understand better] a lot of things
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] no
DO YOU...:
[like candles] yes
[like incense] yes
[believe in love] i dunno
[believe in soulmates] no
[believe in love at first sight] no
[believe in forgiveness] yes
[want to get married] not sure
[want to have kids] not sure
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU:
[cried] yes
[bought sumthin] yes
[gotten sick] yes
[sang] yes
[eaten] yes
[been kissed] no
[felt stupid] everyday
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] no
[met someone new] no
[moved on] no
[talked to an ex] yea
[missed an ex] yea
[talked to someone you have a crush on] yea
[had a serious talk] i dont think so
[missed someone] yes
[hugged someone] yes
[fought with your parents] right when i walked in the door
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] no
SOCIAL LIFE:
[best friend] Krista
[current dating partner] no one
[hobbies] music, music, music and thats about it
[pager/cell] no minutes so...i hvae one but its not in serviice right now :-\
[car you drive] none.
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] depends on who the date is...but probably friends
[job] no
[attend church] no
[like being around people] yea
PERSONAL:
[who is your role model] Tyra banks fuckers
[pet peeves] loud chomping when someone eats....fucking annoying as hell
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yea
[ever lied to your best friend] yea :-\
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] yes
[cried over the opposite sex] yes cuz im that big of a moron
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] i dunno
[rather be [dumper or dumped] neither?
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] relationship
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] eyes?
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] i seem to entertain ppl easily..?
[are you happy with yourself] no
[are you happy with your life] no. Cuz im that big of a loser and "emo"
Three things on my desk:
1: computer
2: diet pepsi
3: stereo clock thing
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: typing
2: watching cops baby
3: listening to music
Three things I can do:
1: think
2: talk
3: walk
Three things I can't do:
1: fly
2: read minds
3: see the future
_______Love?_______
[x] love is: aggrevating
[x] first love: no one
[x] love or lust?: love?
[x] best love song: dunno
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: no
[x] when love hurts, you: piss n moan till i dont give a fuck anymore
[x] true or false: all you need is love: false
_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: hair 8-) and a good personality
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not at all.
[x] what kinda hair style?: that mushroom cut thing or curly fro type things
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: actually care about me
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: i dunno
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: no dice
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: long
[x] sunshine or rain: sun
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] hugs or kisses: kisses
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend.
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: either
[x] playstation or nintendo: either
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: House party
[x] sing or dance: neither
[x] freak or slow dance: slow
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? shitty thanks for asking
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? tilt jeans
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? blue fallout boy shirt
[x] what song are u listening to right now? none
[x] how is the weather right now? clear and not too cold
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? mom
[x] last dream you can remember? i dunno
[x] who are you talking to right now? anthony
[x] what time is it? 8:07
Current mood: bored, tired, angry,
Current taste: sausage biscuits
Current annoyance: myself
Current smell: nothing?
Current thing I ought to be doing: ha..
Current desktop picture: Danis pic of krista she made
Current crush: Chance?
Current favorite celeb: none
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Have sex?: no
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: no
Remember your first real love?: no
Still love him/her?:
Read the newspaper?: no
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes.
Believe in miracles?: no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on who it is but usually yes
Consider love a mistake?: no
Like the taste of alcohol?: yes but its not for long
Have a favorite candy?: reeses..jesus....repetitive bastards
Believe in astrology?: no
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in God?: yes...then no...now im questioning it
Got to or plan to go to college?: yes
Have any tattoos?: no
Hate yourself: ha well what can i say, im a shitty person
Have a secret crush?: i guess its not really a secret
Do they know yet?: yea
Have a best friend?: yeah
Wish on stars?: no
First crush: Nick W
Single or taken?: single but what else is new.
Describe your ideal significant other: Caring.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: no
Have you ever been intoxicated?: yes
Favorite place to be kissed?: haha...hm.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yea
Are you a tease?: no
Shy to make the first move?: yes
HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends? yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? no
Drank alcohol? yes
Broken the law? yes
Run away from home? yes
Broken a bone? yes
Played Truth Or Dare? yes.
Kissed someone you didn't know? yes
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: dunno
What is your bedroom like: ok i guess...cozy, entertaining...?
Your favorite thing for breakfast? sausage biscuits
LAST PERSON YOU
talked to in person? Krista...dad
IMed: anthony
hugged: Kayla
kissed: Chris
had a serious conversation with: probably krista
yelled at: dad
befriended: dunno.
RANDOM QUESTIONS
What's on your bedside table?: dont really have one... i use my desk
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? bologna
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: a walk to rememeber, i dunno any love movie where one of the lover ppl dies...
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: breast implants 8-) or lypo btu i wouldnt get it done
Do you know anyone famous?: not really
Describe your bed: black and sliky n soft
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker?: no
What do you carry with you at all times?: eyeliner.
How do you drive?: recklessly.
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| WHATCHA GONE DO!?!? |
[31 Dec 2004|10:42pm] |
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Yea. At Kristas aunts house with her chillin like pimps. Its deffinitely new years eve dogs!!!!! Kristas talking to her mom about that poop steve. About how he called her mom again to chat it up. Whata loser. HA i enjoy it. But yea, watching mtvs new years thing. That lindsay lohan is quite the babe. mhm. Yea im tired n im wating on the booze :-). MHM. Im a loser. But wth, its new years baby. So today, me, krista, her aunt, her uncle n all these other ppl went to a japanese restaurant. OMG. IT was friggin slammin. The guy cookin our food was friggin hilarious. Crackin jokes left n right. He was throwin shrimp n everyones mouth n when he came to krista, she goes no no n he says "DONT PISSME OFF!" It was funny. So of course, she didnt wanna get chopped up by crazy mans axe like thing so she caught that shrimp. And so did i but i didnt argue withthe man. Im suposed to beat krista up for the japanese man. Ha. Good times. So me n krista are chillin by our lonesome cuz her aunt n uncle went out. Doin it pimp style 8-)PEACE!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR YALL!!!!
steve, stop fucking whining to her mom. Unless u enjoy looking like a pussy to everyone.
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Mhm. You ARE that predictable.
Im bored and tired...this video controller thing...it isnt that great
You cant "delete" your problems. Keep running.
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| Who loves you best? |
[28 Dec 2004|02:31pm] |
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Im bored and tired. I just got home from kristas house. Fun time. We went shopping yesterday. I got me 2 pairs of jeans from pacsun, a sweater, undies and 2 CDs form sam goody. I got the killers CD and the new blood brothers. The killers CD, not really diggin it but its ok. But the blood brothers CD is awesome. Its just as good as burn piano island. Yea. I like it. I saw alicia n nicole at the mall, that was coo. But yea, Me n Kristas days consisted of playing old video games. It was fun. They have that new thing where its a controler and u hook it into ur TV n it has like pacman, galaxian and all these old games. Her brother has one too and he let me borrow it. Coo coo. That one has asteroids and Pong. Pong is the shit. But yea, I had fun. Ha, she got one of the lil john CDs. That man is insane. His music...horrible. But hey, what can u do. Im going back over her house thursday. Cuz on friday, we're going out to dinner with her aunt and then back to her aunts house to baby sit her kid (her aunts) and u know to have a lil new years party. It will be le bomb. Ha Krista might come over tomorrow too. Cant get enough of that kid. Yea. I dunno. Im bored. I think ill play that game or watch TV or something. Bye
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| Just the scent of you's enough to make me sick |
[25 Dec 2004|10:29pm] |
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Im bored. My dog skip...upsetting movie. I dunno. I just got done watching it. Im bored. Christmas sucked. I barely got anything. But hey its cool. It sucked because i was sick all day and i still am. Of course, right when break starts i get sick. Sooo gay. But yea, i dunno. I was tired and just sick all day at my aunts and stuff. It was pretty gay. I got 140 bucks today...yippee! I gotta buy steve n chance a gift. And candice her shoe laces. Ha. I dunno what im gonna do with the rest...maybe ill buy CDs or clothes. I dunno im bored. I dunno what im gonna do over break. Probably kristas..beats me. Im bored n tired n stuff so i think i might sleep or play a video game or something. Bye
Wosrt christmas ever. Being sick is completely gay.
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| If u dont wanna get beat down, just leave the presents and leave me alone |
[24 Dec 2004|08:02pm] |
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So i got back from kristas about 20 minutes ago. Fun time. She picked me up at about noon n we went to walmart then the mall and then we went back to her house. Good ole time. Her damn sister called me fat. Ha she got in trouble like whoa. 8-). But yea, we watched some real world and played on some 70's-80's video games. Fun time. He dad...he hugged me. It was scarry. Ha. Yea i had fun. As i always do. But yea. I went to go shopping at friggin 5:50am this morning to beat the crowds. First me n dad went to walmart. No one was there. We got me a TV with a VCR, a new CD player, a pair of jean, makeup n some shit for my brother. Then we went to the mall where i got a new hoody, a pair of jeans, and kristas gifts. I got her the korn greatest hits CD and a white belt from pacsun. Hehe. What i did was, i took my TV box and filled it up with those styrofoam things and put the belt n CD in it. You know, so she thinks i got her somethin huge!!! And i wrapped up the box. Hehe. So i told her on the phone i got her somethin reallllll big n its in a huge box. She calls me later n says "IS IT A PUPPY!?!?" Lmao. wow. Anyways, when she picked me up, I come out of my door with this big ass box n her eyes get big. I told her to come help me with it cuz i pretended like it was really heavy. So i throw it at her n shes like omg n catches it n realizes i ddint get her somethin big. And deffinitely not a puppy. So she opens it n shes the CD n belt n she was pleased yet pissed that i tricked her. I gave me mommy some chocolates. The whole way to walmart n to the mall n back to her house we listened to the korn CD. I kinda like em now ha. But yea i had fun. Up until i got home when my mom started picking a fight with me. Great. Its a fuckin holiday n i get bitched at still. O well. Tomorrows christmas. Im getting a cold. This is gay. I hope i get too sick to go to my aunts tomorrow. That would be nice. Ha....i feel bad. Wait, no i dont. Yea this is gay. I hate being sick.
With money i get from my aunts n granny, im gonna buy gifts for ppl and some CDs
Im taking medicine. Bye
Merry fuckin christmas!!! :-*
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ABOUT YOU
X: full name- Mary Lauren Stamp
X: DOB- 10-18-89
X: age- 15
X: eyes- bluish green
X: hair- brown/blonde/dark brown
X: height- 5'3
RIGHT NOW
X: wearing- death cab shirt, jeans
X: music- my chemical romance
X: thoughts- him
X: weather- cold and dark...darks not really weather but who gives a fuck
DO YOU
X: smoke- no
X: drink- hey, i try
X: attend church- deffinitely not
X: masturbate- no
X: have a boyfriend- no :-\
X: have a girlfriend- no
X: have sex- havent yet but will
X: drive-not often...
HAVE YOU EVER
X: lied- yes
X: been in love-no
X: preformed oral sex- yes
X: recieved oral sex- yes
X: gotten drunk- yes
X: gotten high... from what?- no
X: stole anything- an eye patch from sears last night! ha...
X: ran away from home- breifly
X: beat someone up- yes
X: got beat up- by my brother and dnai and krista
X: been on a stage- yupp
WORST
X: gift recieved- a robo baby (last year by granny....)
X: relationship-Carter...?
X: regret- dunno, lots of things...
X: food- PB & J
X: drink- V8
FAVORITE
X: color- black?
X: car- any kind of mercedes
X: shoes- my new slip on vans 8-)
X: perfume/cologne- axe or love spell
X: song- you're cute when u scream-senses fail
X: band/group- underoath or senses fail
X: TV show- the real world
X: movie-Mean girls
X: person- krista, chance, alicia...
X: serial killer- probably charles manson cuz hes the only one i really know of.
X: food- mashed potatoes
X: drink- c2 coke
X: random item- camera
X: season- spring
X: holiday- christmas
X: number- 8
X: clothing brand- tilt
LAST
X: kiss- chris...ha.
X: person you talked to- krista
X: person you imed- ashley
X: place you went- walmart
X: time you got drunk- kristas?
X: party attended- candice's
X: party hosted- birthday
X: cigarette- several months
X: shower- about 545am
X: time you attended church- ha....one random sunday with apey like 6 years ago
X: timed cried- last night
X: thing you ate- salad
X: thing you drank- diet pepsi
X: song heard- Jesus of suburbia-Greenday.
X: visit to the bathroom- 15 minutes ago
X: job- dont have one
X: time you had sex- never
X: concert(clubs and coffee houses dont count)- August 4th, warped tour
X: show: simpsons
x: boyfriend- carter
X: girlfriend- krista. Ha.
X: book read- ha lord of the flies?
PICK ONE
X: shoes or flipflops- flipflops
X: shower or bath- shower
X: phone or im- phone
X: cats or dogs- dogs
X: sleeves or sleeveless- sleeves
X: paper or plastic- plastic
X: pepsi or coke- pepsi
X: TV or radio- TV
X: freddy or jason- theyre both gay...
X: futon or couch- futon bitch
X: chinese or japanese- chinese
X: red sauce or white sauce- red...??
X: taco bell or taco johns- taco bell
X: roy rodgers or hardees- hardees
X: mc donalds or burger king- mc donalds
X: jack in the box or white castle- never heard of either
X: body lotion or body butter- lotion
X: jeans or shorts- jeans
X: hoodie or sweater- hoodie
X: guys or girls- guys
X: reggae or dub- dub
X: dildo or vibrator- well...
X: michael jackson or prince- prince (better ass ;-))
X: al green or berry white- al green baby
X: britney or christina- britney
X: panties or thong- either, ive grown accustom to thongs
X: boxers or briefs- boxers
X: punk or oi- omg...oi is my enemy! so punk
RANDOM
X: job? need one
X: pray? never
X: shave pubic regions? yea
X: killed anyone? no but getting there
X: been arrested? no
X: commited a felony? several
X: eaten sushi? yes and i love it
X: been in a moshpit?(bumping shoulders dosent count) yepp
X: been in a skank line? wtf....whats the world comin to these days??
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just came back from the mall with krista n mrs. mommy. Fun friggin time. We were all lookin for slippers for kristas brother and they had these weird pirate slippers at sears n they came with an eye patch. I deffinitely swiped that eye-patch bitch. Its so friggin cool. Its like a pirates eye-patch (duh) and it has a skull n crossbones on it. Its great. And we tried on goofy hats at JC Pennys. They had feathers in them n stuff. N we strutted our stuff their. Me n Krista got seperated from her mom n we got lost for like 20 minutes. It was pretty scarry. So i walked up to some random bald guy n asked him if i could use his cell phone n he called her mom for us cuz i guess he thought we'd swipe it. Im not THAT dumb...but yea we found her. We saw Alicia there. She was buying my gift :-). She gave it to me there cuz she was all dissapointed. Ha. My timing is perfect =). I also got those checkered vans ive wanted for like 47374289490 years. They're pimp. Thought krista n her mom think theyre the ugliest things ever. But hey, I like em. n Krista got me this spray from victorias secret. "Love Spell." It smells...godly. Its the best smelling shit Ive ever laid my nose on. She bought me the perfume crap. Ahh. Its good stuff. But yea. I asked kristas mom and New years is an ok go. coo coo. alright i just back from wendys, im full and tired. Bye. 4 tests tomorrow. I should study...Latin, biology, geometry, history....
My feet are killing me...damn adidas
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so we ended up getting today off. I wish we didnt. Im entirely too bored. Its gay. I fell asleep last night at like 1230 cuz my brother was yappin all night long on the friggin phone. And it was FREEZING in my room. So i think im getting a cold. I dunno. So im bored. I went snopping today. Its sad how my parents have no clue as to what i like now-a-days. They got me a bunch of spongebob crap....i dont like spongebob too much. N they bought me shrek 2 and elf. I disliked both of those movies. I dunno. They got me and my brother ICP backyard wrestling. O yea, im loving the ICP...:-\. Ill sell that to one of those fag "jugga-whos" at school. My dads taking me to the mall at some point this week so i can get shit for friends and myself for christmas. I cant wait. Im mostly gonna be buying clothes. So ive been thinking about quitting on him. I dunno. I hate caring when its not mutual...i dunno. Its a waste of time. I just wanna be like...i dunno. Ask him if anything could ever happen. But i'd make an ass out of myself. Who am i kidding? No go lauren, no go. It aint happening...but i wish it would
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I was at kristas all weekend. Pretty fun. We chilled. Saturday night was a big cry feast. Her mom was telling me about her life n making me cry about mine. about my mom n what not n how she knows what im going through n shit. N she wants me to start talking to ppl about shit thats going on with me because its unhealthy if i dont. And krista was telling her mom how i dont tell her anything. Thats deffinitely not true. If anything, she doesnt tell me. Her mom says i need to stop living in misery. How would she know....I dunno. I found out kristas mom has been wanting to talk to me about this crap b/c She was like "Krista always tells me to not force this talking shit upon u." So apparently shes been thinking about it for a while. Im glad that an adult cares like that. I mean i guess my mom n dad do. But its good to know someone other than them do. she kept saying how i was her 2nd daughter (though besides krista, she has 2 other daughters....) and she loved me like she loves krista n stuff. N yea i guess i love her like my 2nd mommy. Shes a cool bitch. And Kristas my sister. Im apparently apart of their family. Its good to know i have some security. Krista n her mom want me to move in. Ha. they were gonna make this room they have in the basement into mine. Theyre nuts. They'd get tired of me really quick.
So i have to do some xmas shopping. I have to shop for krista, david(thats right bitch ur getting something!), chance, steve, shannon, and dani. N i know what im getting everyone except krista. Hmmm. I dunno ill have to think.
ITS SNOWING!!!! Im thinkin we'll get a 2 hour delay tomorrow. I doubt school will be canceled. That would kick ass though.
Im tired and bored. Bye
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